"This time, Im gon try anything to just feel better."
Hello my name is Nas. 010191 is my birthday. I am, what my friends call me, "The walking dustbin." I can eat a lot when I want to. I look like a small kid and Im short. I am currently schooling at ITE Dover. I tend to bite my nails when I get bored. I have two irritating nieces and one hensem nephew. I love girls, a lot ;) && This is the first time I bother to write such a long info 'bout myself.


Oh did I tell you, I love Lily Allen :)


Sunday, March 01, 2009,
I dont want to fight. I am tired. I dont know what to do or say about this anymore. Im sorry. Maybe sometimes I just think that we cannot save this, as much as we want to. Time cannot bring us back to how we were last time. I love you, you know. So much. But. Everyday is like a routine for us to somehow quarrel. No matter how big or small the problem is. Im sick of these. This is not how I want this to be. I may be an asshole. But I know somewhere out there, is a better person for you. I never like you assuming, it pisses me off. And bringing up the past, is worst. I know last time I never liked you walking away from our problems. But now. I've taken your habit. You are the one who rather do confrontations. I dont know whats wrong with me. Maybe its me. Maybe Im not trying hard enough. Or maybe, Im not trying at all. I dont know what is good for us at this point of time. Time alone, or just staying. There's always a time when I feel like letting go. But I stopped myself knowing that it won't be that easy. I never meant to hurt you all these while. But I think we are pushing each other too hard. Too much friction.

These words aren't empty. You told me to write my feelings down when its still raw. And here it is. I know somehow, you'll read this. All I wanna say is,

I love you. And Im sorry.